Minggu, 17 Juli 2011

catatan ku, terlambat untukku untuk memperbaikinya

sudah lama aku nggak nulis, agak sedikit canggung, bahkan aku kira, aku sudah nggak bisa nulis lagi. iseng ku cari semua catatan ku.
ku temukan sepucuk surat yang aku pernah tulis untuk kekasih, namun kini hanya menjadi sebuah catatan untukku, sebuah catatan yang membuka luka lama ku, luka yang aku buat sendiri ...

dear My Mr. Flappy Jelly

Mencoba mengerti diri sendiri dan orang lain,,mengerti setiap kata yang terucap dan mengartikan sebuah rasa yang tercipta serta memahami setiap hal yang didengar...berusaha memberikan sebuah kebahagiaan demi terciptanya satu senyuman manis yang tulus dari bibirnya......

Menapaki hari baru dengan seorang yang istimewa, menjalin hubungan baru dengan orang yang disayang, dengan pondasi kepercayaan dan tiang kasih sayang yang kuat serta jendela yang penuh perhatian.

Di payungi oleh kesetiaan serta pagar cinta yang kokoh.

Diisi dengan segala perabotan yang terbuat dari komunikasi yang paling baik, dan hiasan penuh pengertian yang paling indah.....

Di tutup oleh pintu yang di buat dari bahan saling memahami dan menerima kelebihan dan kekurangan masing-masing.....

Aku nggak punya aturan-aturan buat kamu cinta,,aku hanya punya kata-kata ini,,kata-kata yang merupakan sebuah curahan hati,,menggambarkan aku yang apa adanya,,aku nggak punya banyak tuntutan,,aku nggak banyak harapan,,tulisan ini sudah menggambarkan harapan2 ku pada mu cinta,,hanya ini harapan ku menjalin hubungan sama kamu,,hanya ini aturan dalam hubungan kita,,dan aku berharap kita bisa membangun sebuah komitmen dengan pondasi-pondasi diatas,,agar kita tidak saling tersakiti satu sama lain....

Wish all the best to us.......

By

Dhyvha_nAiNI

Mav, kurasa, aku satu-satunya yang melanggar semua itu, semua kata yang aku tulis buat kita.

I've been being such a jerk for you, I‘m sorry.

Jumat, 27 Mei 2011

My old story of crush on somebody

I starting to like this boy in my last grade in high school, he is a nice guy, he also care about me. but since I know he already have a girl friend, I take a step back and never say it to him.
and I decide to be just his best friend, and it going well until now.
I've been around him for 4 years, and I know him pretty well, and the more I know about him, the more I fall in love with this guy.
but there's nothing I can do, he really loves his girl, and in his eyes, I just his best friend, not more.

Senin, 21 Februari 2011

Competitions day

today all getting dizzy ....
I'm getting dizzy ...
my campus carry out an English competitions, all committee for the competition is very busy ...
all schedule are prepare but still not like what in plan ...

we imagine that the competition will be okay, but this is out of our control ...
we start today not in time, everybody late, including me, well, I over sleep ....
and now, one of our competition member are resign .... we have to re-schedule again ....
ARGH!!! this is really dizzy day ....

Sabtu, 19 Februari 2011

Worse holiday ever ...

It's in the middle of the night, I still can't sleep, I don't know why I still up ...
and not doing anything but surfing the internet ...
this holidays thing make me a little crazy, not much activity, sitting alone in front of my computer, download bunch a movie, watch it, alone ....
what do I do for the next couple weeks, that will be so boring ...
ugh, I can't believe that holidays become this horrible, some of my friends have their own plan ...

WHAT I'M I SUPPOSED TO DO????

Selasa, 08 Februari 2011

My first diary in 2011 (I think) ...

well, I just started to accept this boy again, In the beginning it's going well, but sudden I heard about him from my friend.
He got a new girlfriend, and he talked to me if he is single, what was that? I mean, Are you kidding me????
last week I asked him about he's probably have a girl, but he said "No, there's no girl around me right now".
this is stink, he just asked me to going out this week but he also going out with another girl, his such a (I'm sorry to say it) a jerk!!!

and now, I feel very mad and, I don't know what I feel, I can't even say it .......
it's Definitely really aching ...