Minggu, 17 Juli 2011

catatan ku, terlambat untukku untuk memperbaikinya

sudah lama aku nggak nulis, agak sedikit canggung, bahkan aku kira, aku sudah nggak bisa nulis lagi. iseng ku cari semua catatan ku.
ku temukan sepucuk surat yang aku pernah tulis untuk kekasih, namun kini hanya menjadi sebuah catatan untukku, sebuah catatan yang membuka luka lama ku, luka yang aku buat sendiri ...

dear My Mr. Flappy Jelly

Mencoba mengerti diri sendiri dan orang lain,,mengerti setiap kata yang terucap dan mengartikan sebuah rasa yang tercipta serta memahami setiap hal yang didengar...berusaha memberikan sebuah kebahagiaan demi terciptanya satu senyuman manis yang tulus dari bibirnya......

Menapaki hari baru dengan seorang yang istimewa, menjalin hubungan baru dengan orang yang disayang, dengan pondasi kepercayaan dan tiang kasih sayang yang kuat serta jendela yang penuh perhatian.

Di payungi oleh kesetiaan serta pagar cinta yang kokoh.

Diisi dengan segala perabotan yang terbuat dari komunikasi yang paling baik, dan hiasan penuh pengertian yang paling indah.....

Di tutup oleh pintu yang di buat dari bahan saling memahami dan menerima kelebihan dan kekurangan masing-masing.....

Aku nggak punya aturan-aturan buat kamu cinta,,aku hanya punya kata-kata ini,,kata-kata yang merupakan sebuah curahan hati,,menggambarkan aku yang apa adanya,,aku nggak punya banyak tuntutan,,aku nggak banyak harapan,,tulisan ini sudah menggambarkan harapan2 ku pada mu cinta,,hanya ini harapan ku menjalin hubungan sama kamu,,hanya ini aturan dalam hubungan kita,,dan aku berharap kita bisa membangun sebuah komitmen dengan pondasi-pondasi diatas,,agar kita tidak saling tersakiti satu sama lain....

Wish all the best to us.......

By

Dhyvha_nAiNI

Mav, kurasa, aku satu-satunya yang melanggar semua itu, semua kata yang aku tulis buat kita.

I've been being such a jerk for you, I‘m sorry.

Jumat, 27 Mei 2011

My old story of crush on somebody

I starting to like this boy in my last grade in high school, he is a nice guy, he also care about me. but since I know he already have a girl friend, I take a step back and never say it to him.
and I decide to be just his best friend, and it going well until now.
I've been around him for 4 years, and I know him pretty well, and the more I know about him, the more I fall in love with this guy.
but there's nothing I can do, he really loves his girl, and in his eyes, I just his best friend, not more.

Senin, 21 Februari 2011

Competitions day

today all getting dizzy ....
I'm getting dizzy ...
my campus carry out an English competitions, all committee for the competition is very busy ...
all schedule are prepare but still not like what in plan ...

we imagine that the competition will be okay, but this is out of our control ...
we start today not in time, everybody late, including me, well, I over sleep ....
and now, one of our competition member are resign .... we have to re-schedule again ....
ARGH!!! this is really dizzy day ....

Sabtu, 19 Februari 2011

Worse holiday ever ...

It's in the middle of the night, I still can't sleep, I don't know why I still up ...
and not doing anything but surfing the internet ...
this holidays thing make me a little crazy, not much activity, sitting alone in front of my computer, download bunch a movie, watch it, alone ....
what do I do for the next couple weeks, that will be so boring ...
ugh, I can't believe that holidays become this horrible, some of my friends have their own plan ...

WHAT I'M I SUPPOSED TO DO????

Selasa, 08 Februari 2011

My first diary in 2011 (I think) ...

well, I just started to accept this boy again, In the beginning it's going well, but sudden I heard about him from my friend.
He got a new girlfriend, and he talked to me if he is single, what was that? I mean, Are you kidding me????
last week I asked him about he's probably have a girl, but he said "No, there's no girl around me right now".
this is stink, he just asked me to going out this week but he also going out with another girl, his such a (I'm sorry to say it) a jerk!!!

and now, I feel very mad and, I don't know what I feel, I can't even say it .......
it's Definitely really aching ...

Minggu, 07 November 2010

I'll Always remember you

I always knew this day would come
We'd be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

I Always knew after all these years
There'd be laughter there'd be tears
But never thought that I'd walk away
With so much join but so much pain
And it's so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Nanananana

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I'll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it's so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Everyday that we had all the good all the bad
I'll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one day we'll look back we'll smile and we'll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it's so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

I'll always remember you
I'll always remember you

Sabtu, 06 November 2010

dissapointment

what the heck I'm doing, I finally can accept him but he even never try to get me again...
What kind of boy are you....
No power, no courage, no struggle...
you are the worse boy I ever met...
you, make me puke...
I hate you to make me say I hate you...

Minggu, 31 Oktober 2010

Apologize

I write this to tell how I feel...
I did wrong in past, I hurt your heart, and maybe you'll never forgive me...
but I have something I should tell you...
I realize that I was wrong...
I said I didn't needed ya...
I said I hated ya...
I said I didn't Loved ya...
but, the truth is..
I miss ya...
I need ya...
I love you more than I did before...
I never wanna lose you anymore..
and if i had to, I would choose you...
so stay, please always stay...
it gets harder everyday...
if you ask me I will stay...
just say if you need me too...
say if you miss me..
then I will stay...
I will stay...

Jumat, 29 Oktober 2010

Stay

Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

I miss you
I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

I miss you
I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You’re the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay, I will stay

Senin, 11 Oktober 2010

curahan hati...

berangkat kul,,
50 menit pertama,,,,fokus ke materi...
50 menit ke dua,,,mulai hilang fokus...
50 menit ke tiga sampai seterusnya....
merasa bosan, ngantug, dan bawaan pengen usil terus...