Worse holiday ever ...

It's in the middle of the night, I still can't sleep, I don't know why I still up ...
and not doing anything but surfing the internet ...
this holidays thing make me a little crazy, not much activity, sitting alone in front of my computer, download bunch a movie, watch it, alone ....
what do I do for the next couple weeks, that will be so boring ...
ugh, I can't believe that holidays become this horrible, some of my friends have their own plan ...

WHAT I'M I SUPPOSED TO DO????