Competitions day

today all getting dizzy ....
I'm getting dizzy ...
my campus carry out an English competitions, all committee for the competition is very busy ...
all schedule are prepare but still not like what in plan ...

we imagine that the competition will be okay, but this is out of our control ...
we start today not in time, everybody late, including me, well, I over sleep ....
and now, one of our competition member are resign .... we have to re-schedule again ....
ARGH!!! this is really dizzy day ....

Worse holiday ever ...

It's in the middle of the night, I still can't sleep, I don't know why I still up ...
and not doing anything but surfing the internet ...
this holidays thing make me a little crazy, not much activity, sitting alone in front of my computer, download bunch a movie, watch it, alone ....
what do I do for the next couple weeks, that will be so boring ...
ugh, I can't believe that holidays become this horrible, some of my friends have their own plan ...

WHAT I'M I SUPPOSED TO DO????

My first diary in 2011 (I think) ...

well, I just started to accept this boy again, In the beginning it's going well, but sudden I heard about him from my friend.
He got a new girlfriend, and he talked to me if he is single, what was that? I mean, Are you kidding me????
last week I asked him about he's probably have a girl, but he said "No, there's no girl around me right now".
this is stink, he just asked me to going out this week but he also going out with another girl, his such a (I'm sorry to say it) a jerk!!!

and now, I feel very mad and, I don't know what I feel, I can't even say it .......
it's Definitely really aching ...